There was this one time when little me decided that it would be awesome to become an artist and draw amazing things, so little me got a paper and a pencil (since pens were for the big people) and drew. But when it was finished little me looked at it and thought it was horrible, so little me gave up.
Later preteenager me decided to try drawing again, so preteenager me got a pen and paper (since I was one of those big people that can use pen) and drew. But again when it was finished preteenager me decided that it was horrible, so preteenager me gave up.
Finally teenager me discovered that you actually need some practice and time before you become an artist. So teenager me bought a sketching pad, searched the internet for help and started to draw yet again without giving up.
So here I am, learning, and hopefully doing a better job at becoming an artist and drawing amazing things than past me did.